conscious construction & doing things yourself
this is My Story
at 18 I moved across the country to attend university
however fun it was meant to be, it never felt right
surrounded by new faces, I didn't feel I fit in
flooded with new opportunities, nothing felt like me
although it wasn't my best times, I did have a few key moments
and it made me the eco warrior I am today
afterwards I knew I had to travel and see the world
so I bought a ticket to Bali, alone
the experience was liberating
and exploring the depths of the ocean were mesmerising
but it still wasn't the right fit for me
when I returned home I save up for a bigger trip
to the other side of the world; New Zealand
a place not dissimilar to the surroundings I've always know
but with much grander scenery
here I found more than I could have asked for
but I still felt a I was missing something
whilst over there I took a campervan around both islands with my family
my eyes were opened to what travelling with your home could be
to have all the opportunities and hobbies come with you
to take your time and enjoy the little bits
to be constantly challenged and live free
then the pandemic hit forcing me to stay put
this gave me the opportunity to save
and convert my very own dream home
however during this time I lost an old friend
though I gained two new buddies
whilst on my build journey
I started to discover the reasons I wasn't like the other kids
why I always felt different and never quite found my feet
I was a neurodivergent (ADHD)
which doesn't define me
but makes me who I am
and finally gave me an understanding of myself
I knew more than ever that I had to build a space just for me
somewhere I could be whomever I wanted to be
whatever I needed to be
a safe space for all my neurodivergent sides
but a place that also challenged me
that excited me
that motivate me
but what started as a simple adventure wagon
turned into a full blown multifunctional uk apartment
which turned my quick 1 year project into a multiple year mission
especially as I'm a major overthinking perfectionist
who designed and engineered a rather extravagant camper
which on my own, with a no experience, workshop or tools
and battling a 27 year undiagnosed brain disorder
turned out to be a pretty hard feet to tackle